Not Good But Better - Marlon Craft

I ain’t always good, but I’m feelin' better though

Drinkin' whiskey hetero

Calendar is lookin like the skill set

There ain’t a lotta holes in my schedule

Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though

I ain’t tryna give the T, but I got kettles though

I want everyone to love me, but I’m a rebel though

And my music takin places I don’t get to go

Haven’t come to terms with that, I’ll feel more than I’ll ever know

I’ve got to

I’ve got to

I’ve got to get away 'fore I’m out of my mind

I thought too hard

I lost you yall

Tryin stop who really loves you, what you tryin to find?

Tryin' make space for my feelings, that shit make me humble

Save grace for the meals, healin is a stumble

If you gon thank God for the blessings, thank him for the troubles

Get a couple chips and then they fall, that’s how the cookie crumbles

I guess I let the fear project

I say I love, they hear, reject

And here’s the rub, I made a mess

I cleaned it up by bleeding less

Can’t understand what we accept

Can’t understate how we neglect

They underrate til we give less

I’m underpaid, I’m overstressed

I ain’t always good, but I’m feelin' better though

Drinkin whiskey hetero

Calendar is lookin like the skill set

There ain’t a lotta holes in my schedule

Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though

I ain’t tryna give the T, but I got kettles though

I want everyone to love me, but I’m a rebel though

And my music take in places I don’t get to go

Haven’t come to terms with that, I’ll feel more than I’ll ever know

I’ve got to

I’ve got to

I’ve got to get away 'fore I’m out of my mind

I thought too hard

I lost you yall

Tryin stop who really loves you, what you tryin to find?