Carried - Maria McKee

Don’t know what’s eating me today I’m not in love I’m not missin' anyone

Kind of heartache I just can’t seem to put my finger on it

Jesus I know you’re out there in there… out there somewhere in here everywhere

Caught me tugging on a wound that never heals

I know you must know how it feels Caught stealing when I was a little kid bad

attention for my evil little twin

She’s a liar

I’ve always been like this…

I carried it with me since my mother carried

Carried it with me since my mother carried

I carried it with me since my mother carried

Carried it with me since my mother carried me…

It’s a wonder I have any friends at all I’m subhuman a ratty ball of string

I don’t want you to love me then I’d have to start making sense

And I’ve prayed for a stigmata stain let me prick the hole fill it up with clay

All this color makes me tired sometimes I wish I saw in grey

I’m cruisin' on a blissed out fog

I’m kissin' you, I get kissed a lot

Looking for soul between the fleshpots is makin' me wanna go… cannibal