What I Don't Have - Mann

You and I know what’s coming now

We have to blow away this big cloud

I see your eyes and I don’t feel your flame

It’s very hard to let you go away.

I know what lead us to this extreme point

I am accepting that it was my fault

But even before all of this started to melt

We were together to avoid being alone.

And I’m standing here while you walk out

I am too weak to run and hold your hand

I knew it was over way back in time

But I was sane when you stayed by my side.

I wanna scream and cry and break my heart

I’m sick and tired of facing goodbyes

I was not a good boyfriend and you stayed

And now it’s over, I deserve this pain.

I am a free man and I try to smile

Every moment alone is a place to hide

Your presence is everywhere and it will stay

Maybe I need someone to forget and play.

I was scared of being all by myself

It’s handy to say that you have someone else

I’m dealing with an emotion that was meant to be

I’m falling deeper, I wanna live again

And I’m standing here while you walk out

I am too weak to run and hold your hand

I knew it was over way back time

But I was sane when you stayed by my side.

I wanna scream and cry and break my heart

I’m sick and tired of facing goodbyes

I was not a good boyfriend and you stayed

And now it’s over, I deserve this pain.