Pill or a Lullaby - Lola Young

Quarter past five and I’m wondering why

I cried in front of strangers last night

I must have got home somehow

The sun kisses the sky, then my mind starts racing

Did I even love him or did I need to save him?

Fuck, it’s getting late now

Do they hate me?

I don’t know

Wait, I don’t care

Did I leave the light on in the hallway?

Shoud I go check?

Am I a sinner if I don’t regret?

And if God exists, does she stress about

All the promises that the world never kept?

I’m hiding from the sunrise

'Cause it’s 5 a.m. and I’m running from the daylight

If I befriend tomorrow, will it treat me right?

'Cause it’s 5 a.m., I need a pill or a lullaby

Pill or a lullaby

My mouth’s dry and I’m wondering why

Don’t know my lefts from rights or how to drive

Guess I’ll get there somehow

The moon looks kinda nice, then my heart starts beating

Did I look good when I told him I was leaving?

I will never know now

Do I hate me?

I don’t know

Wait, I don’t care

Did I leave the light on in the hallway?

Shoud I go check?

Am I a sinner if I don’t regret?

And if God exists, does she care about

All the promises that the world never kept?

I’m hiding from the sunrise

'Cause it’s 5 a.m. and I’m running from the daylight

If I befriend tomorrow, will it treat me right?

'Cause it’s 5 a.m., I need a pill or a lullaby

Pill or a lullaby

I’m not tired

I’m just scared to turn the lights on

I’m not tired

I’m just scared to turn the light on

I’m not tired

I’m just scared to turn the lights on

Scared to turn the lights on

Hiding from the sunrise

'Cause it’s 5 a.m. and I’m running from the daylight

And if I befriend tomorrow, will it treat me right?

'Cause it’s 5 a.m., I need a pill or a lullaby

Pill or a lullaby

Pill or a lullaby