Constant State Of Puttra - Lingua

It’s raining in

Raining inside my head and soaks it in

All i want is to feel dry again and let me in

Want to see, see beyond this gray shade of me

Tear the walls down and let the sun shine down on me

When i sit talking to myself

There’s someone else

There’s someone else

That answers all my questions why

My hope is gone

My hope is gone

And when i’m sitting, punching myself

There’s someone else

There’s no one else

That stands in my way and softens my fall

Take a breath, inhale the smell of a life that could have been

As the tears fall, i remind myself why i’m here and

How this could go wrong, everything has it’s end

But i don’t seem to, seem to understand

When i walk talking to myself

There’s someone else

There’s someone else

That answers all my questions why

My hope is gone

My hope is gone

And when i’m sitting, punching myself

There’s someone else

There’s no one else

That stands in my way and softens my fall

But i want to fall to get back up

Why did you drown?