Under The Weather - Lil Xtra

'Cause I heard your brother came home

Smellin' like cigarettes and death

I’m not holdin' my breath

But I hope that he gets better

And you know my cousin came home

Not quite the same, I know

It’s not quite the same

But I just want you to know that I care

It’s a real big world out there

Experience all we can compare

I was never even there doesn’t mean I don’t care

We understand the world so we know it’s not fair

It’ll never be the same as it once was

But different doesn’t have to mean hopeless

You can prepare

You can be scared

But in the end all you gotta do is be there

'Cause I just need some time to feel better

I’m bent and so broken

Fallin' under the pressure

But I think we’ll be fine

Keep it together

It feels like we’re dying

We’re just under the weather

The weather

Ay, yeah

The switch flipped

And your world turns to ashes

Feeling pretty sick, can’t wait until it passes

And placid isn’t quite the way I’d describe it

When your brother comes home

Family goes into hidin'

And nah, I’ve never been there I don’t get it

Jeep hits a land mine

Homies dyin' while I’m in it

Dyin' in the sand, knowin' that your time’s finished

Then surviving, no chance that you ever could forget it

That’s not an easy thing to carry

Matter of fact, I’m rather sure he feels the whole world on his back

And vodka only propagates the pattern

When you need to feel love and be told your life matters

I can’t imagine tryna keep myself together

Knowin' that I left my friends and an arm in the desert

I know your family feels like they’re comin' untethered

But I hope you get through it and I hope it gets better

Please

'Cause I just need some time to feel better

I’m bent and so broken

Fallin' under the pressure

But I think we’ll be fine

Keep it together

It feels like we’re dying

We’re just under the weather

The weather

(The weather, the weather

The weather, the weather)

'Cause I’ve been fallin' apart

I’ve been thrown to the sea

(The weather, the weather)

Keepin' myself afloat is just too much

Too much for me

(The weather, the weather)

Maybe he just needs some time

To feel better

I guess all we can do

Is help him keep it together

Together

'Cause I just need some time to feel better

(Keep it together)

I’m bent and so broken

Fallin' under the pressure

(Keep it together)

But I think we’ll be fine

Keep it together

(Keep it together)

It feels like we’re dying

(Together, keep it together)

We’re just under the weather

(Keep it together)