pr4y - lil soda boi

The meaning of im stressed out

U left me for someone else

Someone that looked up to me

Someone i wanted to be

And then u let it stretch out

Cus when we were in new york

U said u were just friends now

But if we were together

We’d have to hide forever

Cus u let everyone think that u were just my captor

I dont know why its like this

U text i get excited

But u make me feel violent

Ill give u lots of flowers

Roses daisies and violets

I need to sit down

But i wish i could sit next to u

Ur far from me now

But every wish i make is to be with u

I wish that it would come true

Its time to be alone by myself

While u live ur life and drift away

And i could never tell u just how i felt

Im still tryna find a way

But at least ill pray

And i just can’t forget u

It feels like im not meant to

I never meant to test u

I tried so hard to bless u

U text when ur depressed but i can’t text when im depressed too

What kind of shit is that girl

Its just u i wish im next to

I devoted myself to you already

I see through u

I know u won’t come back for what u say i did to u

But we both know the real us

Remember it was nice though

I hate it all but ur touch

Remember all those nights tho

The sad stuff

The good stuff

The bad stuffs like handcuffed right to me

Ur eyes shine like jewelry

I need to sit down

But i wish i could sit next to u

Ur far from me now

But every wish i make is to be with u