CAN NOT FIGHT AWAY MY HELL - Lil Bo Weep, Martensite

I work so hard, I’m a mess

Too fucking caught up in my head

I try to scream, I try to express

I try to convince myself I’m dead

I’m not free, I’m not me

I’m a reaction of what I’ve been

This isn’t real, I can’t feel

I am lost and can’t be found

How can I speak?

How can I yell?

How can I unlock my own shell?

How can I be?

How can I see?

How can I find what’s lost in me?

I’m not afraid, I’m not scared

I’m just caught up in my head

Cannot speak, cannot breathe

Wanna run away from me

Cannot scream, cannot yell

Cannot fight away my hell

I can’t feel, I can’t break

Maybe my life was a mistake

I can’t see, I can’t hear

I’m afraid of what I fear

Cannot speak, cannot breathe

Wanna run away from me

Cannot scream, cannot yell

Cannot fight away my hell

I can’t feel, I can’t break

Maybe my life was a mistake

I can’t see, I can’t hear

I’m afraid of what I fear

Cannot speak, cannot breathe

Wanna run away from me

I work so hard, I’m a mess

Too fucking caught up in my head

I try to scream, I try to express

I try to convince myself I’m dead

I’m not free, I’m not me

I’m a reaction of what I’ve been

This isn’t real, I can’t feel

I am lost and can’t be found

How can I speak?

How can I yell?

How can I unlock my own shell?

How can I be?

How can I see?

How can I find what’s lost in me?

I’m not afraid, I’m not scared

I’m just caught up in my head

Cannot speak, cannot breathe

Wanna run away from me