Vent 3 (Don’t Wanna Want) - Kirko Bangz

I’m in here chillin' in my room thinking about where I’m at

Thinking about where Ima go and thinking how Ima get

All the shit a nigga need so they think Ima star

Need to buy some new chains probably cop a new car

I need to get a new bitch one that everyone want

One that could suck a good dick but she tell me she don’t

But deep inside I’m like why man cause I’m not that guy

Don’t need all them materials man I just need to get by

Sometimes I wish I didn’t want

Why is people so greedy?

Why we don’t all come together so we ain’t got no more needy?

I remember back in high school I use to ask you for change

Now you asking for advice crazy how shit’ll change

That’s half the reason why I got so much damn anger in heart

And I’m like fuck these hoes can’t tell these niggas apart

I’m tired of living with grudges mayne but shit I’m like fuck it

My heart use to be filled with love now it’s filled up with trouble

I’m tired of mama texting me saying this shit gon' get better

Cause I’m down, cause I want better for my sister and brother

Better choices better decisions and less consequences

I gotta vision though it’s vivid if everyone was with it

The world would be a better place

That’s our way for a book

And Ima call that shit uh, I gave not I took

I don’t wanna want

I wanna be content

Say I don’t wanna want

Let me vent

Say I don’t wanna want

I wanna be content

I don’t wanna want

Let me vent

And as I look outside I see I’m blessed than a bitch

Looking over my city but I’m stressed than a bitch

People asking about my album like my shit don’t exist

The label tell me I’m a star but I don’t feel like shit

I’m still rocking plenty shows still got plenty hoes

But goddamn niggas act like they don’t know I got flow

If I drop my shit today swear to god it’s gon' go

And I promise ya’ll it go harder than any rapper you know

I guess my disadvantage is a nigga being from Texas

They think I’m good cause they see me in these Rari’s and Bentleys

Or is my disadvantage me wanting to be my own boss?

And not being under Wayne T.I.

Diddy or Ross

And that right that make me think about the rappers before me

If we stayed true to us this shit wouldn’t be all on me

I would have some type of help

Someone I could go to

To tell me what I need to do

When this shit I go through

But the blame ain’t on you

I’m just tryna show you

And that I’m doing all this shit I told myself I won’t do

To all the rappers after me just know right now I’m going through

All this shit for you and me so you won’t have to go through

I don’t wanna want

I wanna be content

I wanna be happy with life

But I can’t be, right now cause I feel like God put me in this situation where

I gotta make a better situation for the next

Not just rapping this for my family, for my friends

For people that don’t even know me might not ever meet me or ever hear from me

I just feel like I’m one of them people

I’m a leader

A message

I’m bigger than what I’m doing right now

I’m bigger than my album that I’m to put out that’s about to go platinum

I’m bigger than all that

This right here this just a stepping stone into what I really need to be doing

with my life

You know what I’m saying?

But at the end of the day

I don’t wanna want