Bitter Sweet - Kink, Marc Romboy

Woe is me and yes you left my heart in pain

Frozen overflowing oceans now just clog my brain

Drowning in the thought that we will never be the same

You chose the potion over family, for that I’m so ashamed

This honey elixir is thicker than blood you figure

Brothers mothers sisters run thinner inside your liver

Me as your father bothered the farther you go it’s harder to harbor these waves

get

Larger for starters said fuck this picture

Fucking quitter

You realize all the things you had in store?!

You once had dreams like that of kings but you gave up queens to love a whore

But now your poor knocking on the door to kingdoms unexplored

Your future was so golden like Midas tried and write your final score

I watched you grow from chromosomes to bones and traits of human beings

But this honey in your soul has grown and now it pulls the strings

And of course we want to see you high but these drugs are foolish wings

So when your crashing from the sky just know we love you when we sing sing

You left my heart in pain

Hanged through the darkest rain

Drained through the largest veins

Change was the hardest thing

And these endorphins pumped inside are dormant hiding all my torment

Engaged to new bad habits now that seem to need divorcing

Like a headless Horseman cause my hearts asleep and hollow

Need to burrow sorrow mine will stretch indefinite like no tomorrow

And though it’s vital

Can’t answer things like «who's your idol»

Life has got me suicidal need distractions for survival

They say I should read the Bible

But no I’m taking needles, getting higher than an eagle

So I stand with God as equals, without the honey I feel feeble

That’s why I’m getting high

And I would hide inside the sky, because to dive would be with people

And all they did was judge me claiming that they fucking loved me

But if they did, then why persist in tryna take me from my honey?

But now my lovely’s just a memory

Flew too high and burnt my feathered wings

So when I crash upon the mezzanine

Don’t laugh just nod your head and sing

For me subconsciously it’s hard to be so nonchalant and hardening

Cause part of me is arguing with other parts thats pondering

Quite the paradox or not but rather an anomaly

I’m passed the heart break I’m just repairing all my arteries

Preparing for a war between better judgement and whores

Walking the tight rope between fine loving and gore

Teetering on the edge between lost hopes and door that connects to

The rest of the last dreams scenes that I’ve adored

I gave you all I could and you’re still asking for more

If I could stretch out to infinity you still wouldn’t be sure

And we all should draw a line, but yours wasn’t defined

So through the pain I couldn’t find time to escape all your allure

They’re emotionally poor tho' quick to claim riches

Honey coated lines and lies from fake bitches

And I don’t like the lime or light so take pictures

On your own accord but just know that I ain’t with ya

I ain’t with ya, drink fire the flame spitter need pain killers

From all of these tiger like fang kissers, so hang Rivers

And while he’s gasping for his breath

Know he gave you everything so death is really all that’s left yes