Got My Brandy, Got My Beats - Kano, Lil Silva

Sad times we’re living in, a minute’s silence yet again

Life is on the brink, all mine is in the ink

This was supposed to be for her, but I think it’s more for me

Yeah, I got my brandy, got my beats

But I’m still flawed, tryna find my feat

Can’t shake this hurt inside of me, hurting silently

Reach over to your pillow, cold enough to freeze

These walls keep memories, sworn to secrecy

They’ve seen us happy as can be

But how happy can we be?

They say good things don’t last forever

How much further can you see?

Falls to confront my thoughts

No fight inside of me

Just dry cries inside of me 'til they find their way to cheeks

Gold Rolex on my wrist, but I’m balling as we speak

Falling in too deep, water’s drowning me

And my sorrows they can swim, but is there more fish in the sea?

But don’t be sad for me

Still got my brandy, got my beats

I just know that I lost my best friend

And I lost a piece of me

Silence speaks so loud

Tryna drown it out

In this room full of emptiness

'Cause we’ve been holding on too each other

Now with the space I need

I cry another tear that you won’t see

So many lessons in love can’t be taught without the breaking of hearts

Without a stain on her trust, I still feel the pain in her hug

And just when you think you’re moving on, you do shots to forget you F’d this up

That’s when I opened up the cupboard, and see the «S» on your cup

Guess I best hit the club, loosen up

Grab a becks or a bumper, choose one

So crowded is the dance floor

But full of emptiness and red bottoms, West got 'em

All floss with more money and less problems

Can’t find the real ones from imposters

Can’t find the real love in these lock in’s

Can’t find the right words in these vodkas

Can’t find my feet, now I look lost in this place

Are we supposed to be shocking?

So out of touch, play the back, watching

Tune’s spinning but when’s the beat dropping?

Man

I miss bringing my sound to this beach

To build a castle fit for a queen

Who now one finger skanks without me

Silence speaks so loud

Tryna drown it out

In this room full of emptiness

'Cause we’ve been holding on too each other

Now with the space I need

I cry another tear that you won’t see