N.J.D. - Json

Jaylin man, dag man you 8 months dawg

I remember just thinking, what you was even gonna look like before you got here

man

And I sat down to myself man, and I just began writing, the Lord put something

on my spirit man

It was just a way of me speaking to you things I wanted to relate to you man

This is my, letter to Jalen

And I’m praying, when you get older you comprehend what I’m saying

Man I’m here for you, and I’m making it clear to you

That a Christ-like life is where I’ll be steering you

And I know it’s rough, and obstacles will come against you

But you ain’t got to, go through what your daddy’s been through

God has sent you, with the hand of His might

I demand you understand His whole plan for your life!

Please!

Don’t abandon the light

Cause it may be years before you veer back from the land of the night

Understand what is right and let no man lead you

Be a leader, no matter what they feed you

And I’ma teach you, that you must crawl for your walk

If you fall it’s a start, proceed with all of your heart

It’s all a part of growing up, learn from mistakes that you make

So when you face em again, you know what’s up

And weigh out ya options, don’t dive in to things head first

Manage your money, spend when you breaking a little break a little bread first

Keep you a plan, and only do what you can

When you accept responsibility, your truly a man

Hey Dawan this is Jason

Hey Jason, where you at?

Oh I’m just at the studio, I was just giving you a call to let you know that I

love you, you know I love you right?

Yeah, I love you too

Okay, well I’ll be home a little bit later.

I’ll see you when I get there

Jason, can we play the game when you get home?

Yeah that’s cool, we could play the game when I get there, aight?

I’ll see you later

Alright, bye

DeJuan

DeJuan, your not my son biologically

You have a dad, but still you have a father in me

When we met, truly I was still lost in the streets

You were four years old, and stuttered as you were talking to me

I remember clearly, you hated smoking severely

I did it around you anyway, claimed that I loved you dearly

It all was a lie, and my heart was desperately wicked

Expect that from man, when his focus ain’t Christ centered

But, for your forgiveness is what I’m asking

I murdered the flesh, you see the old man lays in the casket

Life everlasting, I’m trying to tell you what real is

Hell is hot, it ain’t something you wanna deal with

The world will paint this picture about, money and fashion

Can’t take it with you, when your body returns to ashes

(What I’m trying to say), don’t do what I did, but do what I do now

See Christ lives in me, I really do love you now

I thank the Lord for bringing our relationship closer

Secluding us from danger, keeping anger from boiling over

And as you grow, throughout your life situations

I’m here for you the same but know Christ is your foundation

I Jason (I Jason), take ye LaWanda (take ye LaWanda), my wedded wife (my wedded

wife), to have and to hold (to have and to hold), for this day forward (for

this day forward), for better or for worse (for better or for worse),

for richer or for poorer (for richer or for poorer), in sickness (in sickness),

and in health (and in health), and to love (and to love), and to cherish (and

to cherish), till death do us part (till death do us part), according to God’s

holy ordinance (according to God’s holy ordinance)…

I thank God for my wife, the love of my life, my heart and my soul

Woman of Christ, more valuable than the price of gold

I pray that it shows through affection my deepest emotions

Keeping me open, your love flows deep as an ocean

You’re the shirt on my back, pants on my butt

You’re the twinkle in my eye, crutches that are standing me up

My love, you’re my wife, you’re my friend, my light when its dim

My smiles or my grins, its like your everything (from within?)

I love you, and put no one but the Lord before you

I’ll endure through the pain because I adore you

Virtuous woman, adorably stunning, your beautiful

You love me and you should know that the feeling is mutual

What more can I do for you, before I’m smothered in dirt?

Cause it’s only right for me to love you, like Christ loves the Church

And He died for us, so know I’ll do whatever it takes

Then He rose for us, so know through Him we never will break

Through heartaches, all the ups and downs, the smiles and frowns, whatever

Long as we stay focused on God we’ll be the glory together

Holy, matrimony, such a wonderful thing

With my beautiful queen, as we both serve a glorious King

I thank God, for what He’s done in my life

And I gotta give Him thanks for my son and my wife

My whole fam, I know it’s a blessing to have

Nikki, Jaylin, Duwan, through the good and the bad (X2)

I thank God