Waving or Drowning? - Jonah Matranga

Waving Or Drowning?:

I’m incredible.

I’m unbelievable.

I mean, like I’m a liar.

Not like I’m beautiful

With all the mystery and all the wondering.

I’m like a private eye in my own little government.

So am I settling down or am I going under?

Am I waving or drowning?

I’m beginning to wonder.

Maybe I’ll never be sure that I’ll ever be good,

But I should.

Yeah, I should.

I can set it up.

I can make it true.

If I can find a way then that’s what I’m going to do.

So I can keep being right

And I can keep getting left

And I can keep on talking after everybodys gone

To the ghost and the past and the missing and the dead

About how I’ll never be sure if I’ll ever be good.

But I should.

Yeah, I should.

So am I settling down or am I going under?

Am I waving or drowning?

I’m beginning to wonder.

Maybe I’ll never have done everything I could.

Maybe I’ll never admit that I did what I would.

Maybe I’ll never be sure that I’ll ever be good,

But I should.

Yeah, I should.

Yeah, I should.

I should.

Yeah, I should.