Hole in the Wall - Johanna Warren

I found a hole in the wall

I could see through the emptiness of it all

I made a few new friends

But I don’t know if I would do it again

It’s just the only way

That we’ve found to keep the bullshit at bay

And maybe it’s ok

To realize what you never wanted anyway

Love me, you said, and I did

But I peaced out when it became clear you wanted

Something I could not give

When you said you would have no reason to live

Hell is a state of mind

And I can’t be held accountable for your demise

But I know you’ll be just fine

I’m still here for you

I just can’t take what isn’t mine

Well I’ve seen the shadows on the water

And I know the color of your eyes

So come back, my long-forgotten daughter

Come show me the cracks in your disguise

I found a hole in the wall