Looking for Something - Jerreau

Yeah, ugh, follow me

Yeah, just follow me

And they never invite me round

Then say «you always out of town

Follow through and follow up

Pick up the phone can you do that much?»

But they never hit me up

Then say «you never keep in touch»

It’s a two way street I don’t want to always feel like we catching up

But you still holding on, to what got away

Let you tell it, you let it go

But that’s just some shit you say

That make you feel better about decisions you make, no

It’s not alright it’s not okay, no

It’s not becoming of you tomorrow, damn

Sure as hell ain’t today

There’s a hell of a disconnect

From what you say you want

To what you seek out

To the shit that you accept

In retrospect I would have done things different

Then I would have made other of mistakes

You got to live with it, then build with it

Damn, the shit feel different

But it’s not about me, this is not about you

This it not about us, this is not about love

It’s not about much, there’s nothing between us

It’s not what it was, todays hate is yesterdays love

I think it’s best we keep it like it is, girl just because

I been looking for something

I don’t know what it is, I ain’t found it yet

I won’t stop for nothing

I don’t know what it is, when my mind is set

I can’t stop for nothing, I can’t stop for nothing

I hope it’s not in vein, and it’s not for nothing

I been looking for something

I don’t know what it is, I ain’t found it yet

I won’t stop for nothing

I don’t know what it is, when my mind is set

I can’t stop for nothing, I can’t stop for nothing

I hope it’s not in vein, and it’s not for nothing

Spinning out of control, Jesus take the wheel

The wound is too deep to heal, it hurts me still

I’m drinking distilled, for keeping it real

My cousin just died for real, he took his own life

This shit is too real, when and where did I fail

He just had a son, just came back from jail

No I don’t smoke but I will

I just bought me a gram, I just rolled me a L

Jerreau be still, this too shall pass

I’m talking to self, I’m looking for help

I won’t carry no water, but I’m back at the well

Now where do I go, where do we go from here?

I’m lost as hell

I been looking for something

I don’t know what it is, I ain’t found it yet

I won’t stop for nothing

I don’t know what it is, when my mind is set

I can’t stop for nothing, I can’t stop for nothing

I hope it’s not in vein, and it’s not for nothing

I been looking for something

I don’t know what it is, I ain’t found it yet

I won’t stop for nothing

I don’t know what it is, when my mind is set

I can’t stop for nothing, I can’t stop for nothing

I hope it’s not in vein, and it’s not for nothing

All the sacrifices you made for it

Then you look up and ask, what do I have to show for?

Hope these questions don’t last, hope these questions don’t last