4 White Walls - J. Young

I always knew that you would break my heart

From the start I knew I should’ve never gave my heart

Friends told me blood told me should’ve played it smart

And all them times we broke it off we better if we stayed apart, yeah

Shoulda listened I was young and dumb

It’s kinda crazy all the things that you would do for love

Lied to myself for a while now the truth has come

I’m glad to hear you movin' on, baby girl

I’m movin' up

Held me back, we held each other back

The bad times were like a cycle, but the good I fell in love with that

I always wanted to be stuck with that

But you just left my life when it’s convenient for you

Then come runnin back, fuck that

I’m done with that

I don’t got the time for it

I just wanted you, and you just try to make me drown for it

After all the pain you caused I always held it down for you

Couldn’t do the same, so tell me who’s the one to blame, huh

When the nightfalls and the lights off

All alone it’s no one I call

Around them white walls

I just drown in my thoughts

Over again

I’m so lost

When the nightfalls and the lights off

All alone it’s no one I call

Around them white walls

I just drown in my thoughts

Over again

I’m so lost

(Ely Waves)

Cross my heart and hope to live

Realized I don’t wanna die

Since 2016, when we lost homie

On a drunken drive

He warned me bout the demons that will lurk into your life

Through the shadows of your dreams and suck you up then leave you dry

He told me from the heavens but I didn’t listen

Went against my intuition built the frame work of a vision

That just wasn’t realistic, I was broken to you

Deep incisions from the scars that I reopened they’re new

I always told you but you didn’t get it, so my attention was on mute

When it’s all about you, and it’s not about me, girl it’s was all about us

But I could never trust you, so I don’t know what

What the fuck that you want?

I got none left to give

Whether dawn or it’s dusk

I just give and I give and it turned into what?

It’s turned into what

It turned into nothing, just emptiness

Stare at my wall, thinking maybe I’m done

(J. Young)

When the nightfalls and the lights off

All alone it’s no one I call

Around them white walls

I just drown in my thoughts

Over again

I’m so lost

When the nightfalls and the lights off

All alone it’s no one I call

Around them white walls

I just drown in my thoughts

Over again

I’m so lost