Analog View - Inventure

What was the purpose in trying to hide

The fact that another was clawing inside

Decisions, true feelings, would they have been the same

If the constant reminder was dismissed from your brain

Nightmares

Are

Repressed so

You

Can sleep with the fullest of false intentions

Right upon my chest

Lie to me

Lead me on

Tell me everything you wish I was

Don’t hold back so I can fill your void with what you desire

Pretending, befriending behind the masquerade

Trying to hide and defy the answers to a question you can’t justify

Justify the reasons why you never look me in the eyes

Rape me of my mental stability

Stability will never be an option between you and me

When will

This

Constant

Cycle end

I’m back where I stood half a decade ago

And I seem to still struggle with my emotions

Pretending, befriending behind the masquerade

Trying to hide and defy the answers to a question you can’t justify

Justify the reasons why you never look me in the eyes

Rape me of my mental stability

I’ve put up with this shit for way too long

Apologies mean nothing when you’re never wrong

Your smooth skin

Those gorgeous eyes

The softest lips that could make me cry

Your scent made me feel alive

But you fucked him and I fucked you

If only I really knew

When you fucked me and he fucked you

If only I really knew

You faked it every time that you said