A Ravenous Discharge - Insision

[Pretext:

The codeine kicks in. I can’t keep awake

Charon, here are two coins to carry me across

I sacrifice dirty blood and swallow the spirit of God

I’m peering at the surface.

It’s gorging on me, gnashing my skin

Falling down… time to depart.

A created mistake to justify a need for

depression

Over my soul — seape a silent discharge of regrets

The water ripples… you of no repent, here I come

I execrate my vision here… The water is warm and I’m dozing off, bashed…]

— Självmord!

Euphoric state of abnormality

I reject the spectra of my past

Master Satan evoke my decay

Legions inside the ill-natured

Deny creation and be the one with the horned

Innocence lost when in contact with God

A bleak reality, false conception

The pain will persist until death takes me home

Life is numbered by every regret

Conception getting blurry

Interwoven in dreams of death

Of self-accusation and hate

Sterilize myself from the others

Awake my self-acceptance

I am what I am no knife can change that

The water is cold.

Awake… Alive!

With a ravenous discharge

A ravenous discharge…