Toasting Internalization - Hideouts

Another welcome conversation

To save me from myself

I think too much, i know

And i don’t share in their addictions

But I’m an addict

For the melodrama

So judgmental of my center

When I’m left alone

Alone and bored

So judgmental

Hey you should know me by now

(Way better than that so much better than that)

I think i feel it again

(Beating inside my chest)

Let’s raise a glass in celebration

Of another welcome conversation

To save me from myself

I talk too much, I know

Or so I’m told

And i don’t share in their afflictions

But I’m afflicted by the paranoia

This face beneath the mask you’ve come to know as me

Is crumbling from all the weight

So lets raise a glass and make a toast to this deceit

For all to see we’re not alone