No More Color - Hexen

When the days begin to lose color

And your will has fallen weak

You will question all as well

And just as well you will seek out your words deprived of meaning

No matter how sincere you speak

But now, now I understand

What it means to live life bleak

No More Color

In lack of mental light

Transformed this world of vivid dreams

Into stills of black and white

Confusion and malice

Taints my palette gray

You can’t fix the errors of the past;

The hue of raw dismay

Words fell short of meaning

No matter how sincere I’d speak

Dwelling on dismal memories

That persist on lingering

A monochromatic universe

With only lifeless streams of thought

That stretched from the deepest infinity

Into the minds of the distraught

The basic tenets of nihilism are now enough for me

I’m sorry to displease you but I shun this fantasy

The more you realize the more you drown in grief

Brings me to the age-old question;

to be or not to be

In this indifferent world of emptiness and negativity

Nothing matters now;

I’ve lost to curiosity

For now I’ll sit and wit

Suspended in time alone

Don’t want it to end this way

By now my mind has turned to stone