Lazarus - Heartstreets

I sit around and wait to get a call from him

I watch the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two

I am your lazarus, please act on it

Breathless without you

Im just being honest

Blank paper, blank slate

Time to start over, love that I debate

Love that I devoted

And all of a sudden it ended

I feel a really sharp pain in my chest

And when I think of him I’m out of breath

Everything I do is to impress him even the way I dress

All these unimportant details that I stress

Is because I need you in my life and I think that you’re the best

It hurt more then it brought me joy boy

That’s the gamble

I can feel my heart in shambles

About him I can’t stop rambling and every song I hear reminds me of him

I just got a tattoo and it reminds me of him too

Now I spend lonely nights smoking rigs on the stoop

Drinking a bit more brew then I used to but I’m resilient and strong

So I’ll be cool

I sit around and wait to get a call from him

I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two

I am your lazarus, please act on it

Breathless without you

Im just being honest

Won’t forget you, looking through my office window I don’t understand your lingo

So-so, you’re so so nice to look at but when we speak

I didn’t know two attracted humans could feel so weak

Just realized cause I’ve downed enough beers that

Looking at you is like looking through a rear view mirror

Cause all your present mistakes are my past ones

I was just like you without the beard I know it sounds weird

But bebe, this ain’t good enough I said

I require from us to turn this blue into a red

And so I read and so I wrote and i was mad afraid

It’s funny cause we had the cheese but not the bread

And so we tread around with no direction

And I know this song is full of him

But that word I can’t stop repeating it and I won’t stop until the pain goes

away

Until h.i.m.

Fades away

Until h.i.m.

Fades

Until h.i.m

Until h.

i

Until h

I sit around and wait to get a call from him

I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two

I am your lazarus, please act on it

Breathless without you

Im just being honest