Inner Reveal - Hazy

Yeah, Yeah

And I will try to explain how i feel

So this is just like an Inner Reveal

I will say some things that i concealed

And every morning i wake up «I'm feeling so damn ill.»

The past 3 months, my life only went downhill

I’m being frustrated over everything

I got no time to chill

I’m depressed and i’m still going to school

Even in this time when it isn’t cool

But even in school, there is so much cruel

Little kids that are behaving so fucking brutal

But most of the time, i stay home

I’m making notes to spit it in my microphone

Real friends don’t exist, so i’m alone

I have to deal with this depression all on my own

And i stay in my zone

'Cause i already got zoned

But now my heart is feelin' cold

And my mind tripping

I want my 3th attempt, sorry i admit it

I have to think about it every single minute

And everything i used to do, isn’t interesting anymore

I would like to jump down from the 8th floor

People say i got a lot more to explore

But not killing myself, is something i didn’t swore

Day by day i only wanna do it more and more

I’m typing messages, but the only thing they do is ignore

Sometimes i even wonder if i’ll be here tomorrow

I’m getting followed by the deathly hallow

I got caught up in the shadow

And feeling so damn low

I wish i could show how i feel inside

So they can see i have issues with suicide

I’m going for a walk at night

So people won’t see that i’m sitting here, crying

I’m not perfect but i’m a real one

And yes, i make mistakes too

One of them was chillin' with a wrong group

Drinking, fighting and smoking with a few dudes

But atleast i never had an attitude

Another reason is when i broke up with my ex

After 1 month, i had nothing more than regrets

Sending love texts to your ex and friends

While i was sitting next to you on the bench, holding your hand

You hurted me everyday, you don’t understand

It all just felt like i was getting stabbed

That was one of the many things that had alot of impact

With my depression that i have

I feel like total trash

Because i only crash

I got drilled in the ground by some people from my class

That smoke weed and a few pieces of hash

But, one day i’ll get my revenge

One day, i’ll get my fucking revenge

Yo