alright - guardin

My own mind got me fallin' off the deep end

Sleepin' in the crevice it’s not much, just slowly creepin'

If you tryna stay alive

Don’t bother, voices been speaking

'Cause the reapers tear you face until your blood is leaking

On the pavement, I’ve been laying low

I’d rather lay alone

I’d rather sit and contemplate my fate and fuckin' zone

Wear a mask and cut my wrist until I feel the flow

I wanna kill myself so bad and you don’t even know

Never cared about the money or the fame

'Cause the money fill my tummy but my pockets stay the same

I’ve been slowly craving happiness and I should be ashamed

I ain’t let myself feel anything, these thoughts are all to blame

Yeah and I’m probably fucking up by speaking out about my life

But I’m sick of hiding in the dark just gripping at the knife

And all the chances to erase and put an end to all the strife

And if you ask if I’m okay I’ll probly tell you I’m alright, yuh

Can’t breathe unless there’s doja in my lungs

I ain’t makin' sense, it’s like my mind’s speakin' in tongues

Conscious but my spliff is burning, murder with these guns, Violence ain’t

gonna stop this shit, I think I’m fucking done, yeah