Philophobia - Grey

All around of me

Peaceful deep blue sea

Something’s always missing

I’m so out of harmony

Horizons disappear

I’m somewhere in between

Struggling with my feelings

I am fading once again

From the thoughts i have

I must disconnect

Cause I’m breaking bad

It will drive me mad

I am not prepared

To give myself again

We gave ourselves a chance for everlasting love,

god knows it was the only thing that i was living for.

I used to think that I’m, I’m not the one to blame.

Now I can hear a fear of love screaming for my name.

With my inner self i must reconnect

Cause I’m breaking bad

It will drive me mad

I am not prepared

To give myself again

Cause just everything that shines reflects your light in me.

Every little thing reminds and brings back memories.

I keep on trying to forget you and I know that I’ll regret it,

but having you is haunting me,

and hurting me more than letting you go.

You, gotta know when it’s time to go, turn the page.

The only thing harder than keeping you is moving on.

Cause just everything that shines reflects your light in me.

Every little thing reminds and brings back memories.

I keep on trying to forget you and i know I’ll regret it,

but having you is haunting me,

and hurting me more than letting you go