Never Really Know - Glue

I’m sorry I’m 3 months late

Keeping you up to date on my travels and shape

Things have been going great and for honesty’s sake

It’s good to sort it all out and get the story straight

Justified by infinite car rides, I’ve had the time to sort and process us

And I can’t say for sure but I think I’ve finally started making some sense

And good, out of old habits, they don’t go away young

I can’t ignore the fact that we used to think as one

It’s like watching the flower grow into old age

No matter how much water you give it, it fades away

You lose what you love, nature always make sure

You bruise when you touch, nature always stays pure

With her I wouldn’t have it any other way

There’s hope in the things good people have to say, (drop)

We’ll do anything in our power to forget the past

Or we sing songs to make the best moments last

I grab these recent years anytime I can

Close my eyes and relive the all laughing again

And I’ve been through this before but it’s never the same

Fought the same kind of war, for someone else’s name

I don’t want to go back, but something’s pulling me there

No matter how much I concentrate your ghost is still here

You never really know…

My eyes are giving out from staring into nothing

They’ve been looking inside to fix the malfunction

Reliving old moments to say the right thing

That’s my god given gift of imagining

What it could have been like, what it would of been like

To build a world as man and wife, despite that

I chose tears without explanation

Standing in the rain nursing my patience

But then again there was nothing left for me to say

Or at least I was convinced that was the only way

To get past the cities limits and visit myself for once

Find an audience that mimics the people I trust

Confront the damaged parts of my psyche

So the rest of the world could start to like me

But first things first, the slate must be clean

Change the things you can touch but leave the rest to dreams

I seem jaded but it’s more like preoccupied

Saving everyone I can in this little world of mine

It’s always been this way, roadblocks and broken toes

I’m trying to keep it going, cause I know one day I’ll grow

Into the world’s best therapist with something to show

It’s all so overwhelming, you never really know.

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Reality check, she doesn’t live here anymore, dont

Reality check, she can’t hear what your saying

Reality check, at some point the connection’s gone

Reality check, there’s a reason this happened

What happens when you slit your wrists and everyone dies except you?