The Monster - From Indian Lakes

I hate to say it, but it never felt quite right

I’m pointing fingers and I’m holding the knife

You want to stand around and stare at the night

We’re only happy when we turn out the lights

I never told you it was going to be this way

I only said enough to get you to stay

But I don’t want to live like that

Can I get back?

Can I get back?

I’m beginning to wake myself up

I’ve been dreaming of monsters in love

Now I can’t get out the taste of blood

I’m beginning to wake myself up

I was a normal kid, no one could see

I had a monster growing in me

I always kept it down, I was always good enough

I was a body pretending to love

But I don’t want to live like that

Can I get back?

Can I get back?

I’m beginning to wake myself up

I’ve been dreaming of monsters in love

Now I can’t get out the taste of blood

I’m beginning to wake myself up

You’re calling me out

You tell me not to sell myself so short

It’s weighing me down

You don’t want me to go on like this anymore

But I don’t want to live like that

Can I get back?

Can I get back?