Tail Whip, Struggle - Free Throw

It took two years and change just to realize the pain wasn’t worth it

Something was there, but it just wasn’t fair

To constantly talk in circles

I know I had my own problems

I’m so far from perfect

Your insecurity outweighed my loyalty

You were so focused on this other person

That you pushed me away

That you pushed me awake

I had plans, I tried to give you all of myself

But that doesn’t help when I can’t convince you a prior connection was just

another flash in the pan

It took two years and change just to realize the pain wasn’t worth it

Something was there, but it just wasn’t fair

To constantly talk in circles

It pushed me away

How is it my fault that I tried to fill a space that you left behind?

I was attempting to start a new fire in my life

An attempt, nothing more, it just didn’t feel right

Later when you called and said you wanted to try

That had been left behind

So I became totally yours

I guess you couldn’t believe it

Did you ever believe it?

I don’t know if you did

I would hope that you did

So we started our life

We were good for a time

The issue was there but you held it inside

It came up one night

I promised and tried

To prove even more that my love’s not a lie

Time moved along, it was constantly framed

Like I made a mistake

That was never the case

How can I be to blame

For any sustain

From before I was yours?

Was I going insane?

It had nothing to do with the life that we made

It pushed me away, I had to call it a day

And move on

And move on

It took two years and change just to realize the pain wasn’t worth it

Something was there, but it just wasn’t fair

To constantly talk in circles

Again and again

Again and again

It pushed me away