Murakami - Fern.

My mind and my body is aching

Oh why can’t I tell them I’m hurting

Is this just my reality I need to know

I smoke till I feel my lungs burning

These cigarettes don’t feel just as comforting

Feelings I control but I can hardly show

Tell me a lie

Won’t you tell me a lie

Tell me a lie

Just tell me a lie

Something’s on my mind

But I’m running out of time

Something’s on my mind

But I’m running out of time

What I hate is simply what I’ve become

How did I get so numb

To this pain, in my soul

Though we’ve burned in the fire

Tell me what you desire

No such hurt that’s too steep

Lay me down till I sleep