Petal - Every Time I Die

Help, it’s gone black, the sky is black, Earth is frozen and black

The moon is black, snow is black

Her eyes, when open, are black, light is black, leads are black

The wires that run from them are black

Stars are black, time is black

But the thought of death is soft and clean and beautiful and white

It’s the purest of the drugs

'Cause It’s everything at once

What if meaning never comes?

And I was just someone to fuck?

All of life, beginner’s luck

What becomes of all creation if the smallest prayer is firmly answered «no»?

The greatest of the floods

There’s a vacuum where the brightest future was

I’d better warm up my gun in case love is not enough

I’d better warm up my gun in case love is not enough

What haven’t I done?

What have I done?

What haven’t I done?

What have I done?

What haven’t I done to deserve a cold war on all sides?

It’s so bleak all the time

«Stay with me, you’re alone in the center of hell, just be»

The longest winter I have ever seen

From hospital to hospital, repeat

First I need to save the life of God

So that God can come and save me from myself

If I have to walk alone I’m giving up

I can’t stay here knowing love is not enough

If I have to walk alone I’m giving up

I can’t stay here knowing love is not enough

Untimely ripped into this world

I was born again as a girl

Untimely ripped into this world

I was born again as a girl

Untimely ripped into this world

I was born again as a girl

Untimely ripped into this world

I was born again as a girl