Suspended Animation - Eternal Void

Can you help me?

Become the man that I once knew

Can you help me?

I am breaking through

I’ve been gone for far too long

Another day that something has gone wrong

Apologies, that you remember and you remind me

Pulled from the depths we are born in this state of mind

I’m a lost cause with many revisions

And scars left over from the excess incisions

I lament being lost in the echo

Breathing pestilence as I begin to choke

My lungs restrict eclipsing burning orchids

Where the air is thin

Lost gospels spoken in the clouds of smoke

And I lay in the river of consciousness

Tracing the glass, intersecting sea and sky

I navigate the sands and drain the hourglass

And do all I can to try and fucking stem the tide

Agony, illuminates the canvas

Self-regret ignites a burning twilight

Misery, my un-ending companion

Holds the torch and guides me through the night

I rest my head in the hands of sorrow

I gave all I had, I’m giving in

The cold embrace leaves my heart beating hollow

And still I say, yet still I say

Close my eyes

Transcending sea to sky

When they pull the tide over me

Close my eyes

Transcending sea to sky

When they pull the tide over me

Disdain encapsulates

Petrified feelings

Haunt the meanings I find in my inner-sanctum

Grasping for the reasons

Of my inner-self, I’ve tried

And still I dare not meet the eyes of

My mistakes

Malevolance, it plants the roots of my mind’s self-castration

And this entity awakes

Release suspended animation

Pull me under until our eyes don’t meet

I will end myself

Just save yourself

Pull me under until our eyes don’t meet

I will end myself

Just save yourself

Close my eyes

Transcending sea to sky

When they pull the tide over me

Close my eyes

Transcending sea to sky

When they pull the tide over me

Can you help me?

Become the man that I once knew

My body’s broken

Lost faith in me, I’m bleeding through