The weight of love blinds eyes - Emarosa

I wanted to believe that I could be anyone

But I’m lonely when I’m not alone

And obviously, there’s no danger in having hope

Having hope in anyone but me

On a better day, I would be way more awake

Falling off, I’m losing faith

If it’s all the same, I will just take my things anyway

If this is love, if this is love

Then I would run far, run fast from me

Forgive me if I leave the keys

I knew I would let you down

I’d betray your confidence

How much do you trust me now?

No

Well, everyone else here sees

Your eyes, they can’t perceive me

I hate the sound of your voice

'Cause it still haunts me like a ghost

But I know that I’m to blame

'Cause I’ve never been anyone else

But I’m not numb 'cause I’m lying awake

'Cause I know I’ll never change

If this is love, if this is love

Then I would run far, run fast from me

I never said I was an angel

There’s a simple explanation for it all

It’s all my fault

The snow melts away

I’m close to the ending now

I don’t want to be saved

If this is love, if this is love

Then I would run far, run fast from me

Forgive me if I leave the keys