Dreaming, backwards - Ella Vos

Woke up early, when our room grew cold

Found the answer, time was moving slow

Oh, with all the windows closed

Always coasting, been on cruise control

Flipping quarters, never sure when to go

Oh, afraid of what I know

'Cause the lights just won’t stay on

I know where you’re at, nowhere left to run

Wasted all our youth, scared of being young

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards

Looking for the rain, when the sun is out

Missing yesterday, instead of living now

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards

Sleeping later with the sun so far

Drifting further, tryna get back to the start

Oh, before I fall apart

Lost a decade riding in a car

Turning yellow, stare between the bars

Oh, reaching into the dark

I know where you’re at, nowhere left to run

Wasted all our youth, scared of being young

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards

Looking for the rain, when the sun is out

Missing yesterday, instead of living now

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards

Always chasin', never make it

No tomorrow, tryna fake it

Waiting, waiting, troubles all around me now

I know where you’re at, nowhere left to run

Wasted all our youth, scared of being young

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards

Looking for the rain, when the sun is out

Missing yesterday, instead of living now

It’s like dreaming, backwards

Like dreaming, backwards