My Diamonds - Dribbles

They ask if I believe in heaven or not

Or if I think the devil is God

The answers, I dread like the Predator’s locks

What I question it for?

Of what I’m sensitive of

Huh?

They ask if I’ve ever been in a mosque

Should Iraq just be levelled with bombs?

I’m more worried if my dealer’s doing credit or not

Well, should I message or what?

Should I message him, huh?

What?

Used to not have an anything

Or having everything for one night when I was taking ecstasy

Taking anything.

I was making frenemies

It looked like I was moving up but trust me, I was centipeding

I was investing deep in bongs like I was never breathing

Only wanted girls of white like it was wedding season

It’s like I’m stuck down here and I’m never leaving

The weed stank like dairy.

Called it cheddar cheese and

I could never shine bright like a diamond

Feeler darker than the guys that were mining them

Suicidal, homicidal, any side will do

See the inner doubts side on what’s inside of you

And I hate cause I’ve never lost

Even with three point to the head like triceratops

You can try sleep on me like a dropped

Call me doctor, yeah then post me to a letterbox

And I wish my mum could see me as a kid again

Put aside our differences.

I’m sorry I’m an idiot

Is it the ink that I printed on my skin?

Or the sniff that I was sniffing?

I got mixed up in some sickness

Told my mum that I’d make her proud

Remember that Toyota that we had that kept breaking down?

And I know my dad, he got her in a safer house

But I ain’t stopping 'til I’m putting figures in their bank account

I gotta make it out.

I hate to stay around

Dropping off to customers.

You could say it’s a paper-route

Plus I wanna make my boys all proud

Want a girl that I can trust enough to share a joint account

You need money to make money

Wonder if bees need honey to make honey

It’s funny.

Thieves need nothing to take something

We’ve all got one dream that’s running away from us

Used to have a Tony Montana fantasy

Drinking on balconies, million-dollar chandeliers

In reality, my man got done trafficking

So I packed it in, went AWOL.

That’s an acronym

I was absent without leave

Plus I get anger without weed

For me, it’s hard to see a sunny day

My brother’s mother shot herself on Mother’s Day

And I know it ain’t my mother but it stung the same

We’ve all got different obstacles to play the jumping game

But you could either choose to run away

Or try to stick it out and pray there’ll be a sunny day

But I can’t guarantee it

It’s a weird world we live in. Onomatopoeia

They only showed me the apple.

I just had to eat it

Can you keep a secret?

Promise you won’t repeat it?

Promise you won’t judge me?

What if you don’t believe it?

Nah, I don’t keep no secrets.

After every song, I’m bleeding

I ain’t scared to lay them all out

I showed you my cards.

I played them all down

I showed you my heart.

I hate to talk now

Alone in the dark.

Well, make them mourn now

And normal?

What’s a normal life?

It ain’t scoring ice in quarters at a time like it was quarter-time

Where do I draw the line?

Or should I snort the line?

Or should I get on my feet and try to walk to line?

If I had have bought a house, I’d probably mortgage mine

Cause every night it feels like I’m sleeping on a porcupine

(OUTRO)

«You the wrong guy in the wrong place at the wrong time.»

«Story of my life.»