Dysmorphic Autophagia - Devourment

Overwhelmed with pure revulsion as I stare into the mirror

Physically problematic attributes disdained in horror

Social situational avoidance due to imaginary shortcomings

Suicidal thoughts provoke me to eradicate these anomalies

Mortified at the sight of myself, I must purge these deformities

With a knife, I begin slashing at the defects that inundate me

Under the influence, I slice the margins of my fucking face

My fingers slide beneath the skin

Hellbent on self-mutilation

With fervor I peel the skin away from my skull

Created in God’s bizarre mutant-like image

The need to completely destroy the bane of my appearance overcomes me

Slicing what was once my face into smaller edible pieces

Shoveling chunks of my own tissue into my goddamn mouth

Masticating every piece to become fully digested

Gazing deep into the mirror

Grinning at the blood-soaked mess

Triumphant in my grisly deed

Knowing I must finish myself off

Faceless in my contemplation

The pain unbearable

Bolt-action chamber loaded

Staring down the business end

Preparing myself for the blast to come

Barrel in my mouth

With no regret, I pull the trigger