Wasted Words - Deathwish

Unloved, unnatural

Hate fills my heart I’m lost

On a path of self pity

Sheppard by fear of the way of the living

Scared to death

I wish I could, just break away

I wish I could, change how I think

I’m stuck in a rut

With demons on my back

They’re weighing me down

It feels like quicksand

So many times I’ve had the strength to end it

So many times I’ve been too weak to make a decision

But my anxiety has the best of me

Adrenaline, never lets me sleep

This is, where I say goodbye

To everyone, in my life

A suicide note

Filled with hate

I sink below with the dead

At least I’m among friends

I sink, below