Stillborn - Currents

Who the fuck have you become?

I don’t know who you are, anymore

Selfish, a liar, a fake

A person I hate who is bound to his fate

What has happened to my son?

Please tell me, where has he gone?

With the light taken straight from his eyes

This path you have chosen is one I despise

You’re not the son that I’ve raised you to be

You’re pathetic and weak

The world isn’t yours

It owes you nothing for what you’ve endured

Can’t you see?

You’re not the son she wants you to be

You’re pathetic and weak

Why can’t you see?

Why the fuck can’t you see?

You’re breaking, your mother’s heart

Breaking her heart, you’re breaking her heart

Can’t you see you are breaking her fucking heart?

If you saw the world through my eyes

You’d feel the constant pain

Ignorance is bliss, so keep assuming I have changed

Open your fucking eyes!

I am proud of who I am

Why can’t you understand?

I hate who you have become

You are not my son

What makes you think I’d believe in you?

Everything you do is far from the truth

But I am, wrong!

I often wonder from the edge of my bed

To the depths of my head, «Would I rather be dead?»

Making friends with cement, wondering where it went wrong

Fuck everything you said!

Fuck everything that you said!

Can’t you see I am breaking your heart for being alone?

I’m breaking your heart for being my own

I’m breaking your heart for being strong

I’m breaking your heart, for being a son

Bastard;

please tell me where have you gone?

With the light taken straight from his eyes

This path you have chosen is one I despise

It’s cliché to say, that I hope and pray that there will be a day

You’ll come back and say you are proud of the son I became