manic - Coleman Hell

I can’t get out of my bed, think there’s magnets in my mattress

Might as well just be a casket for all I care

Oh no, here we go again

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in

When I feel crazy, I hide it, then fall apart in private

Where my mirror’s the only one who sees my tears

There’s a method to my sadness, it’s a chemical imbalance

And my head is damaged way beyond repair

I’m a manic depressive, passive aggressive, emotionally repressed

Introverted, extroverted, melancholic, alcoholic mess

I wish my inner thoughts were dinner conversation

I wished on every star and every constellation, mmm, yeah

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Some days, I wish I was dead

Think I’m broken, I can’t fix it

It’s an intangible sickness, but it’s there

Oh no, here we go again

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in

So I wrestle my demons 'til I go off the deep end

Where I’m drowning and I can’t come up for air

I’ve tried every medication and I’ve gone in hibernation

Hiding in my room like a bipolar bear

I’m obsessive, compulsive, and self-destructive

Hey, what did you expect?

Narcissistic and neurotic, I’m just one big ball of stress

I wish my inner thoughts were dinner conversation

I wished on every star and every constellation

I wish that I was calm and wasn’t always anxious

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive) (Creeping in)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh (I'm a manic depressive)

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in, oh

Oh, manic, oh, manic, oh

The bad thoughts are creeping in

The bad thoughts are creeping in (I'm a manic depressive)