Soul - Chetta, $uicideboy$

Thinking to myself

I don’t wanna kick back and I don’t wanna get help

Man that shit’s so ill

If I pop another pill I might end my career

Though it’s not what it appear, take a look up in the mirror

I wouldn’t change a thing

I ain’t tryna interfere, I been living too fast

Fall back and hang

Sipping on purple Tang

My life’s in double motion

Feel it through the words I sing

Smoke looking like a locomotive

Kill 'em all I don’t need no motive

Blowing up, rolling up explosives

Living life like fear and loathing

I been through it all, celebrate I’m toasting

Take another sniff

I have to admit that it got me feeling good

Like Tony when he tripped

I ain’t even tripping yet, think I need another hit

Mushroom kicking in, I’ma see some other shit

Shit

I be on some other piff

In a Audi S4, blowing smoke behind no tint

Shit

Dangerous as it gets

Like I got high once and I ain’t been back since

Shit

Evidence of my wins

Evidence of my sins

I know where it all begins

Just hope it’s better in the end

I know there’s a way

I can smoke this pain away

While prescriptions eat away at my soul

Nobody is to blame

No emotions, I ain’t sane

Don’t think nobody is safe 'round my soul

I know there’s a way

I can smoke this pain away

While prescriptions eat away at my soul

Nobody is to blame

No emotions, I ain’t sane

Don’t think nobody is safe 'round my soul

Benz keep me sane when I’m losing my mind

Xan with that anything, that’s all the time

Drugs in my blunt with that Glock in my trunk

Light up a smoke, nicotine in my lungs

Fuck all these rappers, don’t mention my name

Fuck all these jackers they jocking for gain

Chopper city til the grave

Sipping lean in the shade

Lemonade for the mix

Kill yourself, bitch

Offer me a penny for my thoughts, but fuck that

I’d rather ante up the cost to a couple dollars at least

And I guess I already started so it’ll be free

$crim's loading up the rest of the beat

Uh

Fuck a beginning

Are you kidding

That’s for people who think people give a fuck about them

When they don’t

I am different

Cause I don’t give a fuck about what people think

Oddy Nuff classified as the odd MC

I don’t rap about SUV’s, LCD flat screen TV’s

That do some fancy shit with the push of a button

Why?

Because I don’t have all that

I have ADD

And I lazily wrote a verse while I was with my fucking cousin

Uh

I know there’s a way

I can smoke this pain away

While prescriptions eat away at my soul

Nobody is to blame

No emotions, I ain’t sane

Don’t think nobody is safe 'round my soul

I know there’s a way

I can smoke this pain away

While prescriptions eat away at my soul

Nobody is to blame

No emotions, I ain’t sane

Don’t think nobody is safe 'round my soul