Further I Was - Ceremony

Used to wonder how you got along with me

I used to wonder who called so loud

I used to wonder what was wrong with me

For always leaving left you alone

Used to wonder how you got along with me

I used to wonder who called so loud

I used to wonder what was wrong with me

For always leaving, for all my hatred

The further I was

The closer you’d be

The person I was

Was callow and mean

The closer I was

The further you’d be

The person I loved

Cared less about me

Pushing harder than I ever thought I would

Going back on all I thought I was

Pushing harder than I thought I would

Pissing in exile callow and mean

It’s taking longer than I ever thought it would

Going back on all I thought I was

Pushing harder than I thought I would

Leaving the sky behind, closing the red door

The further I was

The closer you’d be

The person I was

Was callow and mean

The closer I was

The further you’d be

The person I loved

Cared less about me

The further I was

The closer you’d be

The person I was

Was callow and mean

The closer I was

The further you’d be

The person I loved

Cared less about me

Told you I wasn’t in love with all of it

Told you I could never crawl so far

I’ve always loved you more than anything

Dig into me, yeah, dig into me

The further I was

The closer you’d be

The person I was

Was callow and mean

The closer I was

The further you’d be

The person I loved

Cared less about me

The further I was

The closer you’d be

The person I was

Was callow and mean

The closer I was

The further you’d be

The person I loved

Cared less about me