Annina, We Will Miss You - Captain, We're Sinking

Now I see her writing on her skin with a ball point pen

She says «I'm dead, but goddamn I will rise again»

And she ate a hand full of pills

and washed them down with some Pepsi

Is it my time to be happy?

Is it my time to be happy?

And when she sleeps

The doctors ask if the straps on her legs

across her arms and waist

make her feel safe

She says «Tell my mother I’m sorry»

«And tell my brother I’m okay»

And then she closed her eyes

And didn’t speak again for days

And the doctors ask why she’s silent

She said «I'm trying to scream»

«but the words won’t come out»

«But if you took a knife in your hand»

«And put a hole in my throat»

«Then you would see that»

(«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»

«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»)

And when her family came

She said «Take me home»

She said «Take me home»

(Well I’m not coming for you)

She said «Take me home»

(I'm not coming for you)

She said «Take me home»

(I'm not coming for you)

She said «Take me home»

(Well I’m not coming for you)

And now she says «I'm sorry for the mess, but I’m not dead yet»

She’s staring at the blood stained filter of her cigarette

And then she wipes the blood from her lips

«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»

«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»

(Now that you see it)

«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»

(You know what I’m going through)

(Now that you see it)

«There's no more, thinking I’m lonely»

(You know what I’m going through)