No (On Top) - Cam Meekins

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it’s true

While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you

I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to

But now I’m saying «fuck that I’mma be alright» guess what you will too

I used to be one of the kids that would over think, I never had no shows

I just to act like it was cool when really I was bugging about it on the low

I used to do a lot of singing making some beats and yeah I still do both

I used to give a fuck about you and then I deleted your number on my phone

Not even on some Hollywood shit I’m fucked up and I play these girls

I do this shit to boost my ego don’t really talk about it on the low

And if I’m really being honest I’d just lie said I was on the road

But I ain’t never been on tour man this is just something that you should know

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it’s true

While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you

I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to

But now I’m saying «fuck that I’mma be alright» guess what you will too

I love the way that life has a particular way of working out

I’m sitting thinking bout all the decisions I made back when I was just a dumb

fool

And now I know more so I can act upon my actions more appropriate so you won’t

walk out the door

I hear the words you say to me like slow piano loops

Sits inside my head throughout the day until I think oh shoot

I wasted another day doing nothing, no motivation

Wrapped inside depressions that you put me in after we stopped having sex and

To add on top of that I got stressed out with music shit

Starting writing songs that I didn’t even like to spit

But fuck that shit, I guess one day I’ll finally find my sound

And leave my mark upon this lonely blood sucking underground

I worked so hard for this and thought it was all useless

So I had to ask myself why it is I really do this

I have dreams of buying a house finding a wife and a family

I wanna be around for my kids so they can see their dad and be like

«yeah that shit’s awesome», so how do I accomplish that

It’s not with major labels fucking me until I got no ass

So I’ll just keep it real, try to relax a bit

Until all my stars align and I ain’t worried bout shit

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it’s true

While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you

I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to

But now I’m saying «fuck that I’mma be alright» guess what you will too

I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it’s true

While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you

I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to

But now I’m saying «fuck that I’mma be alright» guess what you will too