Strugglin - C-Mob

This life ain’t fuckin' fair

I’m lookin' down in my pockets and there ain’t nothin' there

I wish they wasn’t bare

Nobody fuckin' cares

Whether I live or whether I die

But I refuse to give up so I gotta do what I gotta do just to survive, I

I’m back on the street, gotta get on my feet just to eat now

Whoever will take to prevent me from makin' it takin' a beatdown

I’m tryin' to get major pay

Lettin' my problems fade away

But it seems like everything gets worse

There’s more drama from day to day

Can’t it go back to a life that’s so simple

I’m fuckin' fed up with these hard times

Motherfucker’s wanna bust like a pimple

I’m steadily havin' to guard mine

Mentality every starred mine

Tellin' me when will we have our time

Don’t nobody ever wanna see us shine

They don’t give a fuck about our kind

They say that they do but we know the difference of what they say and ment

Politicians they hide behind the lies that they invent

When will I benefit from the money they claim that they done spent

But I don’t have time to think about all that shit I’m tryin' to pay the rent

I’m steady strugglin'

Do what I can to keep my empty pockets bubblin'

I gotta eat so now I’m back on the corner hustlin'

Tryin' to make it in this wicked world my life is troublin'

I’m steady strugglin'

I cannot continue to live like this gotta make it come up from nothin'

If I wasn’t then I have to go get out I cannot just sit around fussin'

I gotta go get my boots laced

Stay away from the two faced

I’m tryin' to go from keepin' money in pockets to carryin' it in a suitcase

That is my mission

But I have a vision

If I go to cookin' cocaine in the kitchen

Then all of a sudden I’m outta commission

And up in the prison cuz somebody snitches

Nobody to analyze every decision

And handle my business wit proper precision

Continue to learn and when I look and I listen

So I don’t end up in that kinda condition

Reality’s beatin' me into submission

I cannot just sit around hopin' and wishin'

And be reminissin' on everything missin'

Or I might not even have a pot to piss in

I gotta stay positive no type of bitchin'

I gotta go get what I want if it’s givin'

And all of this drama is keepin' me drivin'

Right now I’m survivin' I’m tryin to be livin'

And it seems lately no matter how hard I try

My problems continue to triple and double my troubles they multiply

I gotta get outta this hell that I’m livin' in so it’s do or die

Wanna peak at the pain that’s lingerin' in my sole look into my eyes

But I will rise, gotta make it come up stay organized with my guys

Whoever thinkin' that they clever when when hit in gender I’ll sever the ties

See thru the lies, overcome all of despise

And focus on the prize

Lookin' up at the lord feel my senserity please listen to my cries

I’m steady strugglin'

Do what I can to keep my empty pockets bubblin'

I gotta eat so now I’m back on the corner hustlin'

Tryin' to make it in this wicked world my life is troublin'

I’m steady strugglin'

I gotta get out and go handle my business I’m sick of bein' stuck

I’m livin' in a world that’s a great big pussy waitin' to get fucked

There’s a million to one opportunities surely I’m sure to be makin' a buck

All I gotta do in my life is roll the dice and try to press my luck

Like Yuk, wanna have a Regime

Fresh crease in my Dickies cuz I gotta stay clean

Makin' sure my senses stay kean

I wanna stay nice but I gotta stay mean

Cuz these politicians don’t give a shit

People in the church is hipocrits

I’m tired of workin' my motherfuckin' ass off just to make a little bit

I’m needin' mo mail

Tryin' to be free wit no jail

Motherfuckers don’t wanna help me out but I’m like fuck it oh well

I don’t need nobody to watch my back I grind all by my lonely

Imma get my ends I don’t need my friends in the pen of so called homies

Everytime I look over my shoulders I see the haters lurkin'

They watchin' my every move if I happen to fail they smurkin'

But I still gotta keep my head up

Maybe the drama will let up

Even if it don’t I never give up no matter how much I’m fed up

Some people they cannot handle the struggle they thinkin' of suicide

Damn near everybody in my city feel forgotten and deprived

But I strive

To live a better life have a reason to be alive

Whether I’m just out here sellin' dope or I’m just workin 9 to 5

I’m steady strugglin'

Do what I can to keep my empty pockets bubblin'

I gotta eat so now I’m back on the corner hustlin'

Tryin' to make it in this wicked world my life is troublin'

I’m steady strugglin'

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