Goodbye - C-Mob

*gunshots & sirens*

Dr. Blaire, Dr. Blaire

Dr Jane Hamilton, Dr. Jane Hamilton

What happened?, where am I?

and how did I get here?

Shit it’s becoming a bit clear

I can remember the bullets tearing my flesh

Now this machine is pumping air in chest

I was on the operating table

When they were done the didn’t stitch they used staples

Hooked up to all these tubes and wires

I can barely moved, my bodis bruised and tired

My girl is standing next to m crying

She’s scared to death of me dying

Praying I’m blessed to be fine

Holding my hand telling me to fight

Oh shit I think I see the light

*Holy music plays*

I’m back now

So much crying in the background

There’s an excruciating pain in my chest

I’m just waiting for the angel of death

So he can come and he can take me to another place

But I can’t bare to cause tears on my mother’s face

Laying in my death bed from the toned slugs

I try to talk but I start choking on my own blood

I just wanna tell my family I love em so

And tell my kids «don't cry» cause I’m not gonna go

But then the doctors run in and tell me «lay back»

Next thing I know everything starts to fade black

A few hours later, I come to

I start praying to God hoping that he comes through

Don’t let me die Jesus please I’mma changed man

Me dying ain’t supposed to be part of the game plan

I got three kids

Chris, Malik and Solomon

I can’t leave I gotta be here for all of em

My eyes strain cause the pain won’t end at all

Somebody please bring some more Morphine or Demerol

Feeling like I crashed into the side of a train

I be damned if a motherfucker takes me outta the game

I gotta breath, breath till my chest cracks

Oh shit I think I’m starting to get my breath back (*gasp*)

Father forgive me I am a sinner

Could you please give me a hand

I am the one my family turns to whenever the shit hits the fan

I cannot stop breathing

I am not leaving my kids

Could you please forgive me for the dirt that I did

I’m starting to have a seizure, either that or I’m feeling the holy ghost

All that I want is my girl and my kids to come to my bed and hold me close

Everything fades away as I lie down

I guess it’s time to say goodby now