Absolute -

It’s over and it’s sweet as my life before you could have been

I don’t care, and I don’t mind, and I don’t see what the big fucking deal is

Paint me so low, betray me again

The Bottle is endless, and I am drowning once again

I don’t care, and I don’t mind, and I don’t see what the big fucking deal is

I drink all night, I sleep all day, I cry all the time, and I waste away

Sacrifice my thoughts, led my mind astray, all I felt isn’t real,

all I’ve seen is insane

Life I knew is dead, my mind a cluttered mess, heart a thoughtless seed,

tear it from my chest

Poison stings my throat, poison dries my veins, sadness fills my head,

and I waste away