Disarray - BLVTH

Disarray

In my head each day

I’m so full of me

Far away

Disarray

In my head each day

Don’t care what you say

I’m far away

I can’t change

I guess it’s too late

Wanna drown

But I’m on my own wave

Hard enough

To take care of myself

Hard enough to care of—

All hands up

But my war has just begun

It took me

Literally fucking weeks

To write this down

Disarray

In my head each day

I’m so full of me

Far away

Disarray

In my head each day

Don’t care what you say

I’m far away