Consumed - Bludgeon

My blood boils, clenching my fists with rage

Revealing my hostility

Should I embrace this hate

Clouding my thoughts with anger

As my impatience grows

Uncertain of the outcome

No sense of self-control

Cold eyes stare, hollow and empty

Trying to erase the past, replace the envy

Antagonistic peace of shit, so full of bitterness

Integrity is what you lack

Disgraceful, your pleasantry

A shallow senseless ploy

You try to see if I’ll fight back

Impulsive, relentless and full of mal intent

Sheltered and anchored within you

Complex, with animosity I don’t know what the fuck you want from me

Is this just part of an excuse

Clouding my thoughts with anger

Clenching my fists with rage

Uncertain of the outcome

The loss of self-control, control