Dayz and Nights -

I hold a gun to my head

No one else shall be hurt

In my mind i see my life in reverse

I see the times when this life was worse

Those few weeks after all of this started were just absurd

The line was blured, between what’s right and wrong

I can’t remember how i survived this long

I can’t remember what it was like before

All i remember is i said i gotta fight this war

So i did

And i was cruel and reckless

And i thought it was the way to not get infected

But now i get that the only virus is me

And those helpless survivors, the rightous i’ve seen

That i’ve killed in this crisis so self rightousey