rainy, time of year - Bedbug

Okay, this is the first video on becoming a real wizard

And uh, this is gonna be good stuff

Although some people probably aren’t gonna like certain aspects of it

Y’know why?

They’re not gonna like certain aspects of it?

Well because, they have all kinds of fantasies

And fantasy and reality are two different things

And this is not gonna fit into your fantasy of a wizard

Weird how everything’s dynamic

Today I sold my soul again

And God knows he’ll never understand me

And God knows I’m stuck here in my room

This car feels like a mattress

Why won’t my life stop flashing

The insects outside love me, that’s why they live above me

And everything’s confusing, I don’t know what I’m saying

But I’m crying all the time because I’m a cactus overwatered, or maybe

underwater

To deal with some emotions I’ll submerge myself and grow gills

Mother Nature’s getting older, she’s a hypocrite

I’ll breathe deep, keep things lighter

Don’t think I’ll write this song

My reflection’s behind me, just a few seconds off

When I look back you were with me, always catching me up

«There's this song that I’ve heard

Think that you should check it out

There was no chorus or verse

In fact there wasn’t much sound

And in the morning something I said will turn to fuzz

And I’ll believe anything»

I used to the ferry to San Francisco, and a dead phone full of messages

I used to want an empty chair, and a street crawling with the shadows of

strangers

It used to feel so good to have all eyes on me

It used to feel much better to blow them all away like ladybugs