Far From Normal - Bazanji

Lemme think back to the times I miss

Roll around town hanging out of whip

Nowadays life just feel like a mess

Sometimes wish they didn’t know I exist

Feeling the pressure like are they impressed

Or is all of this shit gonna come to an end

Save it or spend

So many questions I don’t know the answer it all just depends

How I’m feeling when the day is starting

Sometimes good, but the others' darker

Check my phone and see what they talking

They got a lot to say, but I beg your pardon

Losing hope when I don’t see results

I came so far, but I’m still not close

To what I wanna be when the curtains close

My life not normal, I can’t lose hope

They don’t really know me like they think they do (Think they do)

I been through a lotta things they never knew (Never knew)

But everything I do is all part of the plan

Yeah, they hate it or they love it

They don’t understand

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

They don’t understand

The shit that I just had to go through

Yeah, I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I been doing everything that they all said I won’t do

Aye, check my phone and see my mama calling

I don’t wanna talk, got a lotta problems

Some of them still too far from solving

She can hear pain in my voice when I’m talking, yeah

I don’t know what’s gotten into me

I’m turning into my enemy

Whole lotta money that’s sent to me

But nothing ever be helping me

'Cause I be struggling mentally, yeah

I did a lot, but it’s not enough

Proving myself is the shit I love

The more that I get then the more that I give

A hundred percent that I put into this

Leaving the past and I’m making some room

I know that my blessings gon' be coming soon

I cannot ever go hideaway

'Cause people depend on the shit I say

They don’t really know me like they think they do (Think they do)

I been through a lotta things they never knew (Never knew)

But everything I do is all part of the plan

Yeah, they hate it or they love it

They don’t understand

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

They don’t understand

The shit that I just had to go through

Yeah, I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I’m far from normal (Far from normal)

I been doing everything that they all said I won’t do