Relapse - Baltimore

What’s the purpose when there is nothing left

But getting old and useless

In this room with a view

Of everything that’s passing by you

Lapse and relapse

Return from your self exile

Of empty bottles and self medication

Return to sleep

Where you lay down dead and wake up barely alive

I’m a tidal wave ripping up paths we made

I’ll never trust the foundations I laid

We were never taught to cope with the pain

Day in day out anxious and full of doubt

Lapse and relapse to the same old habits

Deep in your heart there is a passion to grow

When you let go of all the pain you know

Return from your self exile

Of empty bottles and self medication

Return to sleep

Where you lay down dead and wake up barely alive

I’m a tidal wave ripping up paths we made

I’ll never trust the foundations I laid

We were never taught to cope with the pain

I can’t stop retracing yesterday

It’s like a song stuck on repeat

I relive each replay

Like I’ve never had a say

In what went wrong

I can’t forgive myself for what I’ve done

I can’t forgive myself

For what I’ve done

I won’t forgive myself

For what I’ve done